I dont really understand why people are so mean sometimes.
I mean I am always trying to do nice things for people but yet I get little in return and that is okay I just dont get why people are mean because guess what karma's a bitch!
I guess it is one thing to be mean to me or say rude things but to my kids... why they did not do anything to you. It makes me so mad the way things have turned out. At the same time I am not sure if I am as mad as I am sad. It sucks it really does. But I am going to push through this I am going to be that better person and one day I will get the reward.
There are starting to be a lot of new people in my life and I like it! I like it alot. For awhile the thought of moving went through my head alot. I mean it is really just us all the time, like me the hubbs and the kids. Which is fine and I love it but then whats the point of living here.. we could live anywhere and be that.
But I think I have changed my mind. My hubbs is happy with his FD friends and stuff. I have some new people in my life that I hope to make lasting friendships with. So Cheers to the new friends in my life :) Looking forward to the weekend already and it is only Monday
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
American Hero
This is a tribute to my husband... because it is a better place with him in it!
American Hero
You were far too young to have stormed the beaches of Normandy.... you left Vietnam to your daddy... but when it was time to choose what to do you chose the Army. Then 9-11 happened you didn't really know what to think, but you knew that it was going to be you on the front lines this time... it will be you making the ultimate sacrifice.
They shipped you out to Ft Knox where they taught you the basics... then on to the Great State of Virginia where they taught you logistics... Finally to Georgia where they told you the news... 7000 miles away is where you would land.
The plane flew Dec 5th with you on it not knowing if that would be the last time.. 10 long months of sand, a few long distance calls, and many tears you returned to us
You spent years becoming yourself again with too many sleepless nights, another order to be sent but this time leaving your baby girl.
You had once again come home alive and well... you completed your time in the United States Army, but yet it was not good enough for you. You needed to help people you needed to continue to make the ultimate sacrifice but this time it was different.
This time you wanted your children to say "my daddy helps people" You wanted to be the one that everyone looked to as a hero once again.... you became a Firefighter!
American Hero to Silent Hero we are so very proud of you!
With love the one behind the scenes
I plan on getting this written very nice and framing it with a photo my husband in his Army Dress and one in the Firefigther Dress. I am going to have it be part of his Fathers day gift.
We are soo very very proud of you!
American Hero
You were far too young to have stormed the beaches of Normandy.... you left Vietnam to your daddy... but when it was time to choose what to do you chose the Army. Then 9-11 happened you didn't really know what to think, but you knew that it was going to be you on the front lines this time... it will be you making the ultimate sacrifice.
They shipped you out to Ft Knox where they taught you the basics... then on to the Great State of Virginia where they taught you logistics... Finally to Georgia where they told you the news... 7000 miles away is where you would land.
The plane flew Dec 5th with you on it not knowing if that would be the last time.. 10 long months of sand, a few long distance calls, and many tears you returned to us
You spent years becoming yourself again with too many sleepless nights, another order to be sent but this time leaving your baby girl.
You had once again come home alive and well... you completed your time in the United States Army, but yet it was not good enough for you. You needed to help people you needed to continue to make the ultimate sacrifice but this time it was different.
This time you wanted your children to say "my daddy helps people" You wanted to be the one that everyone looked to as a hero once again.... you became a Firefighter!
American Hero to Silent Hero we are so very proud of you!
With love the one behind the scenes
I plan on getting this written very nice and framing it with a photo my husband in his Army Dress and one in the Firefigther Dress. I am going to have it be part of his Fathers day gift.
We are soo very very proud of you!
Monday, May 3, 2010
Friends...
So although I hate when the weekend is do jammed packed with things that it often does not feel like you had a weekend... I did have fun!
The past few weeks I have been confused about the way I have been feeling. I mean, I have been depressed...feeling kinda lonely like I have no one to talk to all my friends are busy with their own lives and here I am.
But then I realized why do I feel this way? I have lost almost 30 pounds, my blood pressure meds are out the window... and I have a wonderful husband and 2 of the most beautiful kids I have ever seen.... I mean what more could I ask for.
Then this weekend happened I spent 3 days with some of the most amazing people I have ever met my friends and although some of the days were spent "cleaning, babysitting, and party prepping" I did it with my friends and it did not matter.
I was very happy about the way the weekend turned out had a great time. I realized that sometimes when people get married, and have kids or in my case visa-versa things change...
The people who you once had alot of common with you really may not have so much in common with but eventually when they too become moms you all of sudden have a better friendship then you did before. I am looking forward to this weekend and even though it most likely will not be spent with friends... I will get to spend some quality time with my husband who I often do not get to see much of. Looking forward to this summer and doing a lot of "hanging around"
The past few weeks I have been confused about the way I have been feeling. I mean, I have been depressed...feeling kinda lonely like I have no one to talk to all my friends are busy with their own lives and here I am.
But then I realized why do I feel this way? I have lost almost 30 pounds, my blood pressure meds are out the window... and I have a wonderful husband and 2 of the most beautiful kids I have ever seen.... I mean what more could I ask for.
Then this weekend happened I spent 3 days with some of the most amazing people I have ever met my friends and although some of the days were spent "cleaning, babysitting, and party prepping" I did it with my friends and it did not matter.
I was very happy about the way the weekend turned out had a great time. I realized that sometimes when people get married, and have kids or in my case visa-versa things change...
The people who you once had alot of common with you really may not have so much in common with but eventually when they too become moms you all of sudden have a better friendship then you did before. I am looking forward to this weekend and even though it most likely will not be spent with friends... I will get to spend some quality time with my husband who I often do not get to see much of. Looking forward to this summer and doing a lot of "hanging around"
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