You know I just wish this year would be FUCKING OVER already! What a mess I mean is there anything else that life is gonna throw at me.
So My son is Born on Christmas Day 3 months before he was supposed to be so basically that meant 3 month hospital stay for my son, 3 months barely seeing my daughter, missing Christmas for her, Getting out of the hospital on her birthday and barely able to keep from crying about the fact that I left my son in a place where he is all alone with no mommy and daddy with tubes coming from every where....
Then he comes home and does EXTREMLY well and now it is the start of RSV season and he is supposed to get Synagis shots to help him fight off any kind of flu, cold, RSV, swine flu! and the insurance company says that he does not need it because he he has not been in oxgen in over 6 months. So when I got the call and heard the nurse say that I cried and cried cause although I don't have a bad feeling about it he is still only 14 pounds so if he gets sick he could get really sick , I just want that piece of mind to know that he gets that shot he won't get as sick,
Now I can only hope that the 7 months my son got breast milk will help him fight off the nasty germs!
So now he is coughing as the whole house just had brochitis, I heard him cough last night and I cried and cried I dont want him to get sick I dont want him to get the sniffles or ANYTHING, I try so hard to keep him away from germs
When you are a mom you want to keep them safe and do anything to to make sure of that. And when you can't you feel helpless, but I don't know what else to do. So here is to hoping that the cough is no big deal just his teeth like before
Please God don't let him be sick!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
5 Years Ago Today....
I married my Best Friend Tear....
It was pouring on Oct 7th 2004 in Savannah my parents had come down and Ben's brother and his family. A few of B's military butt buddies showed up as well. We had to be married in Effingham, GA because the county we lived in did not perform marriages. We all drove to the court house me the "moose" at 7 months preggo with Kylie.
I remember B cried to whole way to the court house he said it was because he was so Happy I think it was because he was thinking "what the fuck did I get myself into" I was thinking about the steak I would be eating at our after getting married dinner.
They were very sweet there a little old lady married us we even did vows and she read out of the bible.... B continued to cry again not sure why I got a little choked up when she said u may kiss your wife! At at that moment at 5:37pm on Oct 7th 2004 I became MRS. V not to be confused with my MIL please don't get me started on that.
We have had our share of up's and down's in the last 5 years... 2 tours to Iraq, death, new house, a church wedding, a preemie, money issues.... But in the end it all worked out and here we are
We have a family of four and a dog.... We have had fights, had to seek counseling, we have gone through friends, and made new ones. We live in a subdivision well kinda, he has survived my cooking for all these years and my PMS, my crying, my stupidity. And we made it 5 years I am currently in shock I can't believe it has been that long and my baby girl my "bear" is gonna be 5 years old.
Where does the time go??? Here is 3 cheers to a happy,healthily,50 more years.
I Love you B from here to heaven and Back!
It was pouring on Oct 7th 2004 in Savannah my parents had come down and Ben's brother and his family. A few of B's military butt buddies showed up as well. We had to be married in Effingham, GA because the county we lived in did not perform marriages. We all drove to the court house me the "moose" at 7 months preggo with Kylie.
I remember B cried to whole way to the court house he said it was because he was so Happy I think it was because he was thinking "what the fuck did I get myself into" I was thinking about the steak I would be eating at our after getting married dinner.
They were very sweet there a little old lady married us we even did vows and she read out of the bible.... B continued to cry again not sure why I got a little choked up when she said u may kiss your wife! At at that moment at 5:37pm on Oct 7th 2004 I became MRS. V not to be confused with my MIL please don't get me started on that.
We have had our share of up's and down's in the last 5 years... 2 tours to Iraq, death, new house, a church wedding, a preemie, money issues.... But in the end it all worked out and here we are
We have a family of four and a dog.... We have had fights, had to seek counseling, we have gone through friends, and made new ones. We live in a subdivision well kinda, he has survived my cooking for all these years and my PMS, my crying, my stupidity. And we made it 5 years I am currently in shock I can't believe it has been that long and my baby girl my "bear" is gonna be 5 years old.
Where does the time go??? Here is 3 cheers to a happy,healthily,50 more years.
I Love you B from here to heaven and Back!
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Nothing....
I really got nothing to write about really, I guess I will just kinda wing it...
My baby is getting to be such a big boy now he is almost crawling FORWARD he crawls backwards and does this back scoot thing, and rolls around but we are waiting for him to crawl forward.
Halloween is coming up and I am excited two kids to dress up this year and one I still get to choose what they be. Xander will be a Bat soo cute! And Kylie I really want her to be a cupcake but she has other ideas she wants to be a Disney Princess.... wonder which one she will be??? Most likely Airel because she is sooo cool with her red flowing hair and her cool fish friend flounder.
So on to another topix the hubtard is a volunteer fireman for the town in which we reside. They got a new chief over the weekend and well now that are looking to start a ladies auxiliary and guess who got nominated to be a part of it.... ME I guess I have SUCKER written all over my face cause I got sucked in. Although there are going to be a few of the steford wives that are going to be difficult to deal with:
We have Wife A comes into the firehouse introduces herself as "Smiths" wife not her name just "smiths" wife okay HELLO I know I am "Ben's: wife but I have a fuckin name. So I say the following " oh I am not sure who that is, did he just start with us? Her response "UM Yah Ugh" Okay not talking to MRS stuck up for the rest of the evening.
Wife B comes we shall call her LOUD MOUTH> During the whole meeting she was that annoying kid in high school that blurted out shit while the teacher would talk. For everything the Chief said she had to comment I wanted to Bitch slap her across the face. on top of the fact that she thinks she is GREAT and yeah um ur not shut up!
Wife C we shall call her "broken" as she had a broken something or other which required her to wear this boot cast thing. Before the meeting started she had to tell EVERYONE about it. Who cares lady we all know that there is something wrong we don't need the fucking doctors report given too us in detail. Then of course she raises her hand and starts saying she did this before and blah blah blah at that point I turned her out.
Wife D she did not attend the meeting but she is a TRASH BALL! Gross her and her husband come and looking like they have not had a shower in 3 weeks. They must shop in the garbage for their clothes or they don't wash him. She has Double D boobs and does not wear a BRA can you say EWWW and this bitch is going to be baking cookies for a bake SALE well I ain't eating them.
Well that is about all I got.... I will update once we have our first official meeting at the FD Ladies Auxiliary
My baby is getting to be such a big boy now he is almost crawling FORWARD he crawls backwards and does this back scoot thing, and rolls around but we are waiting for him to crawl forward.
Halloween is coming up and I am excited two kids to dress up this year and one I still get to choose what they be. Xander will be a Bat soo cute! And Kylie I really want her to be a cupcake but she has other ideas she wants to be a Disney Princess.... wonder which one she will be??? Most likely Airel because she is sooo cool with her red flowing hair and her cool fish friend flounder.
So on to another topix the hubtard is a volunteer fireman for the town in which we reside. They got a new chief over the weekend and well now that are looking to start a ladies auxiliary and guess who got nominated to be a part of it.... ME I guess I have SUCKER written all over my face cause I got sucked in. Although there are going to be a few of the steford wives that are going to be difficult to deal with:
We have Wife A comes into the firehouse introduces herself as "Smiths" wife not her name just "smiths" wife okay HELLO I know I am "Ben's: wife but I have a fuckin name. So I say the following " oh I am not sure who that is, did he just start with us? Her response "UM Yah Ugh" Okay not talking to MRS stuck up for the rest of the evening.
Wife B comes we shall call her LOUD MOUTH> During the whole meeting she was that annoying kid in high school that blurted out shit while the teacher would talk. For everything the Chief said she had to comment I wanted to Bitch slap her across the face. on top of the fact that she thinks she is GREAT and yeah um ur not shut up!
Wife C we shall call her "broken" as she had a broken something or other which required her to wear this boot cast thing. Before the meeting started she had to tell EVERYONE about it. Who cares lady we all know that there is something wrong we don't need the fucking doctors report given too us in detail. Then of course she raises her hand and starts saying she did this before and blah blah blah at that point I turned her out.
Wife D she did not attend the meeting but she is a TRASH BALL! Gross her and her husband come and looking like they have not had a shower in 3 weeks. They must shop in the garbage for their clothes or they don't wash him. She has Double D boobs and does not wear a BRA can you say EWWW and this bitch is going to be baking cookies for a bake SALE well I ain't eating them.
Well that is about all I got.... I will update once we have our first official meeting at the FD Ladies Auxiliary
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